Moved On,I'm New, Naive.

After my Epic fail in the IBM. I've moved on pretty Quickly considering the fact that thinking of an unreachable Moon can lead to the loss of happiness in Enjoying this planet Earth. Changes happening in my life are keeping me alive. I don't know why, I don't know how, I don't know what nor do I know when... I'm feeling like a traveler in a desert full of Time dunes. Sometimes I'm a dairy to be written while sometimes I'm like an Empty page left alone.I'm not Me, I'm not I, I'm not Myself, but I'm happy, very happy indeed, until when? Even I don't need an answer.I  lost faith in god since that IBM thing,but I hope That day is not far where My lost faith is reincarnated, better than ever..sitting in my room and trying to forget the past which was never meant to last is a dangerous game to be played with emotional pun..

I've even tried waking up in the morning which is full of tv, movies, bla bla bla... even here I am living in the past of some recorded video to forget that I am alive today..lol..what a world..Do you know the fact that your brain scenes that something has really happened only after 80 milliseconds after it happened? which literally means that we all live in a never ending past? . I don't know where am i going anymore . some play with love, some play with knowledge, some play with friendship, some play with politics and I'm better cuz,  I  only play with this blog to feel some Oxygen mocking myself-all is well... As someone once said I can just only rap my feelings into words in pain and despair, while the others felt that I should stop this blog. Idk if I can stop it nor do I know I can write it.I'm dum, I'm studious , I'm Awesome, I'm lonely, I'm Smart,I'm the one who you want me to be until you and I last on the same page.

In this world where people even sell their pain by wrapping songs to dollars.I think This blog can cost trillions.