Midnight Morning Light

I can feel the wind towards me.... It Feels like I need a strong motivation to set my direction to set sail on...One of the advantages of these holidays is that these made me relax,  as relaxed as I was like enjoying a hot spa of happiness , joy and strength... Just Listening music now, nothing to do with tomorrow as of now...

                                   You just need to stay cool and have fun..how cool is it? lol...aaah I'm happy, no rushes though i love being at pressure albeit being cut loose is not as bad as i thought.... in a way It's making me restless ... Good that I'm still doing something worthwhile in these holidays....(keeping myself alive) but that something don't needs me to do things at pressure, this is what is making me bored.. okay .. its okay.. Some of my idiots had left the city and one more is gonna leave in 2 or 3 days..

                         The Emptiness getting around Me is now shattered by fb and gtalk...I at-least thank goodness for that... This would be a totally different story if i had someone special in my life ain't it? LOL....... I think I would have been more restless than this :P hahahaha..... Touch-wood that I am lucky enough not to deal with some crap that like ;) b/w now where was I?..... ahhh at the Emptiness....now My dear Emptiness go to Hell and get the heck out of here.........  

Holidays are Enough...

Enough is enough..... Too much of anything is good for no one..... Keeping myself busy is a tedious task you see... May be I should try a little harder....

New looks and I'm on Vengeance...

Growing stronger day by day....

Stronger at heart to defend, to make a thing happen straight from thoughts.....
Though the past childhood has been a requiem  for stability not knowing much about life... albeit made me melt in to a polished metal from cast iron... a beautiful melody of life playing its lyrics...making me tap for the feel.
If you feels the necessity for a deserved one to rule ... that makes you be left only with one option called me myself............ who has come all the way from the scratch..........I've seen very bad days where i was sick, shattered, broken, tore apart,.... but ever punch I took on made me stronger like a Saiyan.....
I am not the one who you have met me 5 years ago...nor will i be someone now in the future..you like me or not..I'm gonna get better than ever.....

After results....I am still me.....

                      Atlast results were out...bringing me new responsibilities...... 85% was marked on my face for the one last time though I wanted a few more chips to be crunched down into the history........ but its okay .....My dream of topping my branch is fulfilled....I am the topper for one semester ...the last one.... Joy flowing through my veins mixed with intoxicated blood as a drug.........
Do something is my new go...... thoughts like worms eating my unconscious brain demanding something more....
That more that makes me ME ....... something that makes me stand special in the crowd ..................

What am I in this world..... I am nobody, what is this feel that makes me incomplete...... hope I could figure this out soon ....cuz this feel of incompleteness is killing me.....I had to do something that I dont know yet....escaping from this insanity is making me think towards joining in guitar classes, driving classes , gym, bla bla bla.......Am I pushing myself too much? ..... yet finding solace lying back listening Nelly furtado's mood swings, rocking Disturbed band music breaks..........
Let the TCS call me soon before I become more philosophical ...........  

Bye folkssss......what am I , what will I be.....Time to tell answers soon.......